has been said that life is a series of choices. From what kind of
cereal you will have for breakfast to what you will wear to work, do you
want pumpkin spice coffee or Kona coffee? What kind of mate you want,
job, where you want to live, what kind of dreams you have? Sometimes we
really have almost too many choices or one choice negates another. One
choice might start as a pepbble falling which turns into a landslide. In
the past seven years I have made many, many choices or decisions as not
only a professional artist but a student. I chose to attend the
Pennsylvania Academy of Fine Arts as opposed to going to another school,
and I chose to continue on after graduating with a certificate in
painting and attend the school again in the Masters program.
am mostly happy on both accounts although to be honest I have a lot
more fond memories of my undergrad experience than my MFA experience.
The MFA has been a more lonely road. Maybe an MFA program is not
supposed to be as an enjoyable or comforting experience as an artist,
maybe it is supposed to push you and prod you and test you in new ways
with new choices and the consequence of those choices.
just six weeks left in my last semester I am finding myself having to
make many many choices like passing on participating in this year's 4th
Wall. With a month and a half left for my final semester in the MFA and
PAFA things are gonna cook off fast.
Man, and am I
getting itchy, I am so very ready to go! Like a runner in the blocks,
all coiled, and anxious. I would leave today if I could--just pack and
go! I didn't feel this way in the undergrad, but my experience in the
MFA has been very different, and I guess I just want to get out and move
on and see where the road goes. I already have a lot of plans,
opportunities and goals--so I suppose I just want to get on with it.
Maybe a lot of MFA 2nd year students feel this way---I know its been a
long run in school and I know that's a part of it. I just don't want any
other voices in my head for a while.
Last week was the
4th Wall Review. This is where the school invites a group of critics in
to give the students a glimpse behind the curtain if you will of the
critical and judging process that happens in the art world--or in
certain orbits of the art world, and by orbits, I mean one I am not
looking to enter as an artist. I am not looking at the Art Forum world.
There was much hand wringing the weeks before by some of my friends who
did submit, and I wished them well and good luck.
The class of 2nd year PAFA MFA student's works are discussed by a panel of contemporary art critics.
This year the Panelists were:
, Director of Fleisher/Ollman Gallery, Philadelphia, former Curator of Contemporary Art at PAFA
, painter, US Fulbright Fellow, and The Tiffany Foundation Award recipient
, teaches art and philosophy at Dickinson College, contributor for the New York Times
, the Los Angeles Times
, and the Times Literary Supplement
and it was Moderated by Robert Cozzolino
, Senior Curator of Modern Art at PAFA.
have been to two of the 4th Walls in the past and as a result decided
to not participate. I had a few reasons, the first is, I know since I
am not a modernist, but a traditionalist, observational, narrative, a
craftsman ( a real no-no word) and thus not making work that will fall
withing the interests of such critics, they will not be interested in
what I am doing. Thats fine, this is the way the art world works, so its
best to put effort toward the opportunities that will be open to the
type of work I do. You will never see what I do in New American
Paintings magazine. Maybe in Plein Air magazine though.
I have also come to loath the word "Contemporary
I think its a terrible word, an overused and a terrible term. I think
its smarmy and exclusive. A way to keep certain types of work "out" and a
lot of crappy work "in". I think if anything my two years in the MFA
have come to make me even more strident and given me greater conviction
in my tastes, ethics, choices, passion and goals as an artist.
Maybe that's the purpose of such a program, or the purpose for me.
recent weeks there have been other galleries and shows coming to school
to check out and give opportunities to students which is great. But
they are all about places that really don't show work I am doing or
interested in. No pink vacuums or floors with garbage bags and Cy
Twombly dirt scribbles for me.
So I decided to
pass the 4th Wall as my time is short. Art is about choices and my
choice was to instead work on what is important for me at this time. My
work. No painter with any real traditional skill ever does well here.
The other reason was I didn't enjoy the past two events at all when I
did attend. I actually got so pissed last year I walked out. I just
couldn't take listening to the reasons work was rejected. Art is about
rejection, and God knows I have been dealing with that as part of my
career for 30 years as a working artist. Actually since I even thought
of myself as an artist. So instead I spent the day painting on work
which may go into my final ASE wall. I think its great that they do this
for the students who do want to take part in this, and congrats to the
I have also been super jamming between the
strip and the final illustrations for the Star Wars ABC books for
Workman. All the planes and deadlines are coming in in this last month. I
have had so little time to paint since the end of January and I have
found this to be super frustrating, but I've broken through and have
been back at the easel.
have also been back painting with my group of Dirty Palette buddies,
which is great! I cannot stress again how important it is to have a
supportive group of friends as painters along for the Journey. Its
essential! Will and I set up a still life in my dinning room and we
painted on it for two sessions and Alina joined us on the second
session. We also enjoyed some pizza as well to keep the art fires
Alina's skull and Will's Piggy bank and brain with crown.
is a photo that Rodger took years ago that earned him a byline and $15.
The next pic is the vault of LaPelle where he keeps all of the work of
the artists he reps which isn't on display. I helped my friend Lexi
search for some her paintings she wanted back.
I took down my paintings from my group show at LaPelle this past
week and hauled the work home. The paintings are stacking up! I could
hang my final ASE wall now, I have enough work, but I will keep pushing
for my final review.
There are only a few weeks left in
the semester at PCAD as well, and yesterday I did another demo in my
Concept Design class. I gave them an assignment to design three kitchen
environments. One for robots, one for animals who trash pick from our
world and one on a pirate ship.
was done in Photoshop in about an hour to show the students how the do
what I call a quick "thinking comp" design. I started by creating a
basic perspective grid and then doing an drawing that grew organically
as I asked a series of questions like a detective. Who, what, where,
why, etc. Who is the character, where to they live, what do the do, how
did they build their kitchen. The calender started out as an old truck
tire flap that cover the door, the kind that had a sexy lady on it, but
as we talked we changed it to a calender that was maybe the dream place
that the character wanted to travel to. Next week I think I will do
another demo and invite some of the other classes to come and watch.